God gives us time...

I don't have much to say today, but it's been a while since I posted. This has been somewhat of a hard week, but I'm not sure why. I guess I am just missing Aaron and it seems like time is moving so slowly. I am trying so hard to enjoy this year, but I find myself just wanting to fast forward through this whole year. I keep thinking of that verse... this is the day the Lord has made, let us rejoice and be glad in it. I'm trying to be glad in each day God has given me, but I don't want today or tomorrow. I want May 1, 2010. It's like I am just waiting, not really living. I know this is something I will have to work out with myself. I don't want to feel like this for the next 11 months. I guess I need to just take one day at a time and not worry about the future. I have to trust God and have faith that He will bring us through this time.

I already feel better now that I have talked myself through this a little. Like I said, this blog is my therapy.